Lohlilohlilohli

2011-11-13T20:03:00.003+08:00

School worn me out, but I enjoyed. At least I'm with my buddies

and they made every single day of mine. ^_____^

Just 3 more sem and I have to say bye to poly,

I cant wait but dread for it too. Too much memories to say bye.

As for now, assignments assignments, godddd. kk bye (:

Grab on me before I'm gone, please.

2011-05-29T01:01:00.002+08:00

I failed as a friend.

2011-05-14T03:25:00.002+08:00

I chopped my fringe off!

I look younger though I'm already 18. T___T

I'm 18, but I kept wandering around, I seriously need to pull

my sock from now on.

Whether is it on studies or not,

I have to start working hard.

Nothing are to be taken granted for.

2011-04-22T23:21:00.002+08:00

You're huge motivation & I'm working towards you.

We shall meet one day!

Till that day, I will be working as much as you did,

perhaps even more than you.

I want to stand there.

I will.

2011-04-22T02:42:00.002+08:00

Ting, why is th choco inside th picture?

Life, is great. No, its awesome.

I have my friends, old & new, all in the same school now.

Let's stick it this way, work hard and get myself in KU/SU.

No more heartbreaks & problems.

Hi future, you're gna be great, right?

2:48AM, gdnightz

2011-04-19T03:55:00.003+08:00

Time pass and people change, without them knowing,

they are actually changing.

I'm th only one, standing down here, still believing that if

I dont change, everything will be alright.

The truth is, it doesnt.

I sense friends keeping secrets from me, no longer share what

have happened in their life with me, drifting away

& taking me for granted.

People told me, this is life. But, is it?

Or have th greed of ones, made it this way?

At the age of nearly 18, I'm still believing that if I treat one nicely & with great generous,

the world will be perfect. It's silly, I know, but thats the only way

I can picture this world to be beautiful.

I'm still holding on to this belief, thou it was destroyed

over time.

What will happen if I decided to fall in this darkness of greed one day?

2011-04-01T04:52:00.002+08:00

I find myself so hard to trust anyone,

because anyone can leave and turn their back on me.

So I have to be strong,

to never let my front fall apart, no matter how hard it is.

But I know HJHLBS will never do that,

because we went thru so much for today.

(L)

2011-03-24T17:26:00.000+08:00

I wonder who will remember?

hah.

2011-03-23T06:32:00.002+08:00

Nothing's Over.

Because love isnt going to end this way.

I donated to redcross, though its a very small amount,

I hoped that it will help the people in Japan in someway (:

2011-03-19T03:53:00.003+08:00

I really dont know what I want,
what I need, what to say & what to think.

Now, what do I left?

2011-03-18T05:17:00.007+08:00

I still remember it, no, everything.
As if it just happened yst.

5:30AM, I'm still awake.

haha,

I wonder where are good guys are now,

is it that I scared them away or lucky ones got them already.

My brain isnt working,

bye (:

goodnightz/morning? ♥

2011-03-18T03:52:00.003+08:00

I treasure the present and look forward to the future,

but I definitely hate my past.

Especially entire 14 years old period, makes me wna go 'ewww'.

hah, I'm mean but thats the truth, I wasted a year when it

is suppose to be a beautiful one.

Now, I want everything to be beautiful.

It's 3:56AM, nights ^^v

2011-03-14T01:23:00.003+08:00

I hate special occasions,

I hate couples infront of me,

I hate listening love songs.

This is how inferior I am for being so independent?

haha, I'm abit crazy now. IT fair drives me crazy, okay it's 1:37AM,

goodnight.

2011-02-23T01:32:00.002+08:00

In the end, I'm this pathetic.

2010-11-11T16:58:00.002+08:00

This big and beautiful bubble,

may seem strong and stable, but who knows one day

it will burst.

I think its going to burst any moment, any time.

All I can do is, pray.

2010-11-09T18:52:00.002+08:00

I deactivated my Facebook account again.

I need to focus more more more.

I must pass my next test and never to be looked down by others.

I dont want to be that weak and cry again.

I'm old enough, crying is stupid, crying shows that I'm weak and pathetic in

everyone's eyes because no one will pick me up and wipe it off.

To make my life beautiful, I can only put in much more effort for it to come true.

2010-11-07T02:57:00.003+08:00

Years ago, I looked like an angel in those pictures.

5years ago, I started to look so fat and ugly, yes with center parting too,

back then I think I'm blind, I think I'm pretty. LOL~

2years ago, I still have my ahlian hair,

I thought I look great.

Looking back, I think now I finally looked normal,

I dont want any weird hair and outfit (:

I've got to admit I looked like I have a plastic surgery compared to

my 2 years ago picture (previous post) . I looked so

RIDICULOUS back then! LOL.

But I swear did not have one (: keke.

Okay, I want to dye my hair again, I want really light brown one.

Slightly blonde kind~

Save money plan! (:

2010-11-04T18:44:00.004+08:00

I cant wait for Os to end.

Ofcourse I'm not taking it, I cant wait to meet up with @zesleyting ^^

With my buddies too! (:

Two years ago. ( I LOOKED SO DIFF T.T)

aigoo, so cute right back then. HAHA

(runs)

2010-11-02T15:07:00.002+08:00

Some people will never change, for as stubborn they are,

but some people change so fast that you can never catch th moment they

changed.

When they begin to achieve better outcome and proud to do good in

studies, socializing, dancing, singing or even in games,

they start to look down on others and more arrogant.

They forgot that how contradicting they are now,

simply pisses me off.

Things change, people do too. Now, you/you all became people I dont recognize.

What should I do?

2010-11-01T02:47:00.003+08:00

(Thats what I'm trying to do)

To make my childhood dream come true,

should I go for it?

I'm afraid of failure and disappointment,

so should I dodge from this coming one or to face it upright?

What should I do?

2010-10-25T01:51:00.003+08:00

I have to be stronger than ever,

to face what might happen or never.

To have th power to get things done.

2010-10-05T16:31:00.003+08:00

I guess October is my lucky month!

Well, what I wanted, I got it. yes all~(yay)

I'm going for JYJ with @jermsss. Then KPNC & MNet(thanks lishwen^^)

And 1B22, I can continue with you guys (:

I passed!

Edited:

Omg I might got it all ):

Please god, let me get th album! ):

I'll be a good girl if you let me get that, promise!

)))))))))))))))))))))):

2010-09-30T03:40:00.005+08:00

Like one in a million (:

You guys are like diamond to me, precious and hard to find.

2010-09-29T01:54:00.004+08:00

I think this feeling is worse than failing my exams,

getting dump by boyf, getting detention/suspension, scolded by parents.

I hate to know this news.

I think for th past 5 or 6 years,

I've been yearning to see TVXQ on th stage and enjoying their

perfect performance.

For years I'm waiting for them to come or myself to have th ability

to travel to get to see them.

I went through th lowest point, that I thought it was,

which is to see 5 becoming 3 and 2, doing their own activities.

But I still hanged on and waited,

because I know they will be back as 5 again.

Now, I'm just so depressed by th fact that I'm just going to see

3 members, standing on th huge stage where it used

to be 5 standing .

Seeing 3 promoting an album when it used to be 5 enjoying, sweating,smiling,

laughing and enduring during promotion period.

Watching 3 singing their soul out and felt something huge was missing,

2 angelic and awesome vocal was missing.

Knowing this time, th album is going to be 3, instead of 5.

I dont feel betrayed, I dont felt angry and I dont feel disappointed.

I just feel, depressed.

No matter what others said, no matter what my friends is going to say about me.

Hardcore, crazy, another fangirl, dumb, waste time.

You guys know nothing, they are like family&friends to me,

songs that gave me strength and laughters that made my day.

What will you feel when your friends/family are forced to be seperated

and can never meet up infront of everyone else?

That's what I'm feeling now.

Now and for always, I wont give up before th boys did.

(: Always keep th faith (by: micky Yoochun)

2010-09-23T21:01:00.002+08:00

I have a dream, I dreamt to be one.

For my every second that I'm breathing,

I have it in my heart.

It's a secret for as always.

I dont show it out, I dont tell it out,

till a day I succeed, you will know what is that.

What I'm going to be (:

2010-09-20T22:25:00.002+08:00

Others dont understand, how much they meant to me.

How kpop meant to me.

I listened to kpop since SES BoA (2001/2) ERA.

Yes perhaps they see me as stupid fans and brainless,

but they know nothing.

I'm not those newbie in Kpop, not those hardcore fans,

korean songs have been in my life for as long as I can

do subtraction/multiplications.

Its like a habit I cant kick off,

yes say whatever you want and I might be smiling towards you,

you dont know I might be as hurt too.

2010-09-17T00:58:00.003+08:00

I mizz taking webcam with 22 siazxzxzxzxzxzxzx~ LOL

I think I'm going to dye my hair again (:

I'm going to meet Ting and Teo later on,

meeting ABCMSZ on tuesday to prawning

Meet up with hkal(maybe?)

Go Gna's session? ( not sure~)

Slack at home and enjoy my full one month holiday (squeal!)

eunkyangkyangkyang! bye ^^

2010-09-16T05:07:00.003+08:00

Yes, you didnt see wrongly,I'm using a pair of chopsticks to eat icecream.

Blame it on th spoon that went to th floor!

Its thursday now, 5:08AM to be exact.

Yes, I'm still awake, I'm gonna wake up broz later and show off to him

I'm going to sleep but he is going to schz.

*eunkyangkyangkyang~*

I'm bored, I mizz my friends~

(alyss bel ting teo~ can you guys hear me?~)

bye!

2010-09-12T21:53:00.002+08:00

I'm going to study till 12AM now,

god bless I pass my DBMS and COS paper please ):

I miss class webcam session,

see you guys after th long holiday!

(L)

2010-09-09T22:40:00.001+08:00

Reasons why I reply with one word answers

I don’t want to talk to you
You’re giving me one word answers killing the conversation, which makes me not want to talk to you
I’m mad
I’m sad
I’m tired
I don’t like you
You woke me up
I just don’t feel like talking right now
The conversation just got awkward
I don’t know what to say
I’m busy

(via daniccadoll)

2010-09-09T21:54:00.002+08:00

I luv subway, they make me feel happy.

2010-09-08T02:14:00.004+08:00

Taiwan trip with siz and mom,

was really fun!

I spent like 600bucks within two days for th

shopping days.

hahahaha (:

Exam now, hope I dont retain (:

2010-09-03T18:04:00.002+08:00

I'm in th mist of studying for my tests.

Enjoying life.

Hanging out with friends.

Decided to go back dance, after almost 1 year.

yooohoooooo~~ :D

2010-08-21T01:49:00.001+08:00

I'll be visiting this beautiful city in less than 60 hours.

((((:

I'll have fun and study hard (:

2010-08-20T03:48:00.005+08:00

I looked freaking cool.

wahahaha.

I luv my friends, they all awesome.

My life is perfect.

2010-08-17T01:31:00.005+08:00

So far, for 8months,

I felt that 2010 is th best year ever.

I worked,I entered Poly, I had a great class(classmates(:),

I kept in contact with tenbroz,

I got even closer with HHJLBS,

I got to see beast,Shinee,SJ&2AM,

I'm going overseas with family,

I fell in and out of love within 2months

quickly before I got myself so hurt

and I'm glad I'm still happy.

(: How's yours?

Now my wish, for 2010 or till ever.

TVXQ to stand on th same stage again, hugging with reunite of their brotherhood.

(L)

2010-08-14T22:59:00.005+08:00

"LOVE FOR THY LOVE, AND FOR HAND IN HAND I GIVE."

- WILLIAM SHAKESPEARE'S HENRY VI

2010-08-11T01:40:00.002+08:00

chalet chalet, pix pix.

will be back will be back. follow after me follow after me.

repeat sentence twice,repeat sentence twice.

1:41AM, 1:41AM. Later got chalet later got chalet.

nights nights.

2010-08-11T01:27:00.002+08:00

Like this, side by side, always your listener
Why don't you realize that behind my indifference there's anticipation?

2010-08-08T21:15:00.004+08:00

I'm happy with what I have now.

2010-08-06T04:56:00.004+08:00

Action speaks louder than word.

I guess I do. haha (:

2010-08-02T22:40:00.002+08:00

These girls are my greatest treasure ever

and with them I felt like I was back in Westwood, happiness(L)

Happybirthday Belinda! (:

Once our mantou, always our mantou.

You know I luv you right (: hehehe (L)

Cant wait for YOG break to come.

Chalet, meet Ting often, shopshop and vacation with momo and siz (:

(((((((((:

2010-08-01T05:30:00.013+08:00

Hello, its 5:30AM Sunday and I'm not asleep.

Recently my days are going opposite

and I think I'm not going to have a nice week ahead.

I'm so exhausted nowadays yet I dont feel like sleeping,

what is happening? hah.

Oh yeah, sheridin's birthday celeb was awesome(L)

Dear sheridin, Happy birthday, in th past we are th 27th date lover,

but now I guess we hate this date,

all thanks to some childish+dumb guys (:

But we proved them wrong that without them, we are even stronger

and more beautiful than th past. (:

Now, you are my 5thbroz in tenbroz and I treated

you like a young siz( In fact all th girls in Tenbroz)

I never had (: I(L)Y (K)(K)(K)

It's 5:35AM, I need to sleep, meeting buddies later on.

Gooo-th-ba-eeeeeeee (:

Have you realized that I've backed off from you?

2010-07-30T09:49:00.003+08:00

Hello, it's 9:58AM and I just finished my Critical reasoning presentation.

6:30AM to 7:03AM,33mins, yes I slept for only 33mins.

I'm so tired now and my eyes is getting so small.

awww (:

Okay it's 10:08AM

irritating Technical biz comm is here, I hate this module.

Eh eh, bye (:

2010-07-29T11:35:00.004+08:00

What the? (: hahahaha, awesome (:

2010-07-28T19:10:00.002+08:00

I see through you somehow and somewhat,

you're just another pretty boy.

Its like as if I finally got back my senses and cleared th fog infront of me.

Well,

I think life just go on even though there might

have some setbacks.

Now, I want to plan all my days pack to th max,

enjoy time with my awesome buddies&girls, tenbroz,HJHLBS and finally

my family.

Currently, th days are in a epic fun mode.

Woah, haha, bye (:

2010-07-27T16:17:00.002+08:00

Girls aren’t going to talk to you first. It’s a girl thing. We don’t like starting the conversation because we like to feel like you want to talk to us. We like to feel like the wait was worth something. We like feeling like you’ve waited for us like we’ve waited for you. But the number one reason we hate talking first is because we hate to seem needy or clingy. That’s why we’re scared. Cause to us, being needy and obsessive just pushes guys away. And no girl wants that.

(amybones.tumblr)

2010-07-26T11:45:00.005+08:00

Life's great.

My girls and buddies in class are awesome(:

Meeting tenbroz this sat @marina barrage,

cant wait! (L)

2010-07-25T00:09:00.001+08:00

I know whats th result, yes I do know,

but I just want to try, trying to make

the impossible thing possible

2010-07-23T09:26:00.005+08:00

Okay I'm feeling much better than just now(:

However, I still cant get over I failed my CRS essay, omgoshhhhh.

TBCM lect now and I hate this module nowww,

I use to love it, argh. Such an ass now. ^^

What should I do now?

All my steps are using up and I'm panicking now.

나 지금어떡아죠? T.T

2010-07-21T00:56:00.007+08:00

Just someday, you're gonna realize that I'm by your side.

Just someday, you're going to fall for me.

Just someday, you're going to turn around and find me here.

Just someday, you're going to text me th words I've been hoping of.

Yes, just someday (:

I dont know when,where and how, but

I just know someday it will happen.

2010-07-19T00:10:00.001+08:00

yay~

I think I'm happy (:

2010-07-18T01:25:00.007+08:00

I'm happy you know (:

Myyy crazy classmates are all crazy and

I 'm crazy. Best combination ever :D

Nahs, I'm not sad about th past,

I'm just afraid what will happen in th future will

be th same as th past. (:

he's th same as you, do you know?

It's okay,I'm okay (:

2010-07-15T13:50:00.002+08:00

Which way, leave all these and go forward or

continue what I'm doing?

Sometimes I hope you'd share this hell with me,

see what I'm doing and going through.

Cause sometimes, it sucks to feel this way, you know?

2010-07-14T22:37:00.009+08:00

Oooh!

hehehe these few days, my mood is on high mode.

Though there's things that cause me to feel

so upset and paranoid, I think having crappy and funny

classmates is th best medicine ever.

Talking to aloy(soh) is like finding a same rare creature on Earth,

when two lazy friends get together and chat,

one out come.... Lazier. Everything also lazy. hahaha, I mizz my sec schz buddies

out of a sudden after chatting with him just now. awww ):

(11plus PM)

I think you and me, isnt going to work out,but its okay (:

2010-07-13T16:59:00.004+08:00

yooohooooooooooo~

It's 5.08PM and I'm still having lesson.

I cant wait to get home after proj work later on.

Anyway, I think my lecturer for Technical and biz comm

is boringgggggg. Hehe, bonjour!

2010-07-12T03:42:00.002+08:00

'Clawwwwws~'

They are just as stupid as my classmates,

but they are wayyyyyyy more decent and cute I swear.

Anyway,

Hi 1B22, prepare to see being so shag later in class.

Blame it on WorldCup. >:@

2010-07-10T02:16:00.005+08:00

What hurts the most?

2010-07-08T14:16:00.003+08:00

The best thing on Earth is friendship (L)

I'll be a good girl today (:

2010-07-07T10:43:00.005+08:00

Happy day?

I have my idiotic classmates that talk rubbish,

I have Clarence to pay for my oreo,

th Mac near my block (T17) is operating

and I got praise by th old witch (yay)

In th first place, that was a crazy thought, so
why ask for a good result?

2010-07-06T11:42:00.003+08:00

awww, too bad you never looked at me before, but its okay

I'm still hanging on, though grips are getting looser now.

2010-07-04T10:47:00.003+08:00

You know what, you're awesome (:

2010-07-02T22:26:00.003+08:00

HJHLBS, Ten broz, ZSong Hkel Adz and CharStefZah.

I've yet to forget you guys, just want to say,

I mizz you guys and I hope you guys are enjoying

your poly life as much as I do.

You guys are great, really great (:

Hope ten years down th road, we'll still remember each other.

I love you guys (:

2010-06-30T14:49:00.003+08:00

I want to take a flight nowwww

I miss th clouds and beautiful night city

: D : D

2010-06-27T02:25:00.003+08:00

I'm already getting exhausted, do you know?

If I've to know, I wouldnt be

doing this.

2010-06-25T12:44:00.001+08:00

2010-06-25T11:44:00.002+08:00

This week is so happening and my battery is flat now.

I have a chalet later on,

hope I dont pass out later on!

bye.

This is very discouraging, I hate myself in this situation again.

2010-06-22T22:41:00.003+08:00

Hi tinghuixin, you have no idea how great you are.

In making me cry in th past, helping me for all my problems now

and being my friend for as long as we live (:

See you on saturday~ (L)

I shouldn't had held my hopes too high.

2010-06-20T03:23:00.000+08:00

(Aww)

2010-06-20T03:11:00.001+08:00

Hi daddy, happy fathers day (:

2010-06-18T23:33:00.005+08:00

Watching sleeping beauty times and times again during schz holiday

from primary schz till now poly

seems to be a habit of mine. The disc is so old now,

after over ten over years of watching.

I'm searching for new DVD version, anyone? (:

2010-06-15T09:47:00.003+08:00

Camp was fun (:

Except that I'm not that familiar with th rest

since they are all in their cliques of friends.

But I'm glad I have Mingjiao and xinying (:

In camp, I slacked I ran I talked a bit I smiled

and enjoyed. As usual I stone a lot,bad habit >:(

Cant wait for th chalet @ 25 with DIT 1B22 (:

2010-06-09T22:40:00.003+08:00

Should I change hair style?

hmmmmm.

2010-06-08T23:24:00.003+08:00

Mystery revealed~

I went to superjunior's showcase!

Was in th first row in th guest row.

woohoo~~~~

My dream came true ((:

Ps man's quote: Love is like a heatpack.

2010-06-02T22:17:00.005+08:00

WOOHOO~

I'm so happy now!!!

( Will reveal after this sunday~~~)

2010-06-01T20:28:00.005+08:00

'내맘 그 어디에 그대 남아있어...'

2010-05-22T19:39:00.002+08:00

' you tell me, how am I suppose to feel? Disappointed again or used to it?'

2010-05-19T10:25:00.004+08:00

" Its always a 'you all',

not 'we all',

understand?"

2010-05-18T14:49:00.003+08:00

How I wish I can be like shaggy,

always eating but never gain weight. ):):

2010-05-17T00:10:00.001+08:00

I am wise.

2010-05-13T12:10:00.005+08:00

(lie more lie more~~~)

I just survived through two test this week and

a presentation is waiting for me ( wipe sweat)

ming tian wo qu zhao tinghuixin, you lai! LOL

With spreading and creating funny rumors among classmatez

made my day.

Oh yeah, rock band /= to real rock band!!!

what~~~ ( an eyebrow up)

okay, my loving (ewww) COS lecturer is chanting about

window XP, OS and her powderful england ah.

Maybe she can explain better with her China. LOL

bye~~~

Edited,

Like whut the~~!

seriously, hate is a strong word and I dont use it

for real when I'm with friends. But, now I really hate you,

you did nothing wrong, I just find you really fake( yes, really fake!)

I need someone to blabber now!

but it's 2.30AM(friday), everyone is asleep! ):

bye >:@

2010-05-05T08:51:00.004+08:00

( Happy Birthday to me)

Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me,

happy birthday to LOHLIMEI, happy birthday to me~~!

(blow candles~~)

I'm 17 now, nooooooo~~ Getting older and older,

my 16 is not coming back ):

Boonjun wished me right in th face, good rightz,

no she was there cause she needs my printer!

teehee! thanks ah, huixin too, you second leh. LOL

Thanks 1B22 for th surprise party during th break,

you guys are really great classmates and jokers (: Made

me so glad to be in this class (:

Thanks to Tenbroz(minus KS and SY) plus HaikelZisongAdzBah

for th Newyork*2 celebration (:

First time in my 17 years I received so many gifts and

celebrate with so many people (: Th balloons is still floating in my house~

Really thankyou very much (:

oh yeah, thanks everyone that wished me happybirthday (:

From Prischz friendz to SND (:

esp shawn.L cause FINALLY YOU REMEMBER,

thankyou bro (:

I'll see huixin later, yay~~

Bye! (L)(L)

Tenbroz piz, coming soon~~ (L)

2010-05-03T15:54:00.003+08:00

( happy 17th birthday Ziyi (L) )

Friday meet up with hengjie and we talked so much as usual!

gosh, our topic is endless, esp for __ Cheerup okay! (:

I'll meet you soon (:

Saturday had dance, tiring~~

Yst went to catch movie with weimeng, sort of my birthday present eh?

LOL hahahah thanks though!

Met up with huixin after that for dinner :D

It felt right to be with old friends, you can speak what ever you want.

I'll see them soon (hope so)~!

I'm having COS naw~~ sian. okay my "tells you" lect. is here.

BYE (:

2010-04-26T00:38:00.002+08:00

Its forever blahblahblah out and blahblahblah times.

I'm sick and tired of these crap,

lets just call it off. Whatever.

2010-04-25T16:07:00.002+08:00

( I need friends, I dont need a lover)

I had a crazy time past two days, out on friday

with huixin and boonjun to eat, slack and talk.

I went to huixin's house yst to help her with th geog project,

but eh I lend her my book only. LOL

Anyway, Vampire dairy is pretty nice, got me addicted for it.

Ate, watch and even found english name( so lame!) for ourselves.

LOL (:

Okay gottago~~~ byebye~

Schz tmr ):

2010-04-22T19:47:00.003+08:00

First week of poly was pretty fun,

with group of crazy guys and fun girls :D

And not to forget, th random msn chats during

(move your mao's tells you) lesson

But without tenbroz beside me, I felt so weird.

Nothing beats th fun when we are having fun in schz ):

Will be going out with huixin and boonjun tmr

(woohoo) Laughing time~~ :D

Anyway, I'll be 17 in a week or two time, gosh I'm turning old so fast.

haha, I think it will be th same as th past years on that day, ordinary school day ):

Oh yeah, ziyi is one day older than me, considered as my a day older twin?

HAHA, okay bye schz @8 tmr, bummer >:(

2010-04-07T19:51:00.002+08:00

(9years)

Alot of them finally replied me (:
Okay, I'll see you guys tmr/friday (:
Remember to bring your pyjamas!

I need to go down to SP tmr morning to buy PC,
then to NTUC to buy th BBQ stuff then to meet hengjie to
pass her book then to meet th rest.
A superwoman tmr manz.

BYEBYE :D

What if taengoo becomes th president? LMAO

2010-03-28T23:39:00.004+08:00

( Aegyo for a punch~)

Practice yst was a bam.

So tiring, I still need to buck up so much more to be

good. My gag dance is deproving too~~

omg, I need more time on videos and self practice now.

I had a crazy and fun time with th tissue and non-stop

practice. (:

LOL

I missed out BBQ yst~~

Nevermind people I'll see you guys when th chalet is on (:

I realised I grew up so much,

eh I know I big size lah, but you know when

you think back, you thought of those stupid times

with friends during recess cracking up, fooling trainee teachers

and those R/s. Woah, those are fun manz, and

of course stupid. (:

okay bye~ Tv tv tv tvtvtvtvtvtv~ (aegyo)

Ps, ziyi please hold back your punch :D

2010-03-24T00:56:00.000+08:00

( Just before shock.)

Sunday.
I love this day, because I finally got to meet up with
HBHSJ. Initially we wanted to have seoul garden but ended
up having pizzahut and travel back to Boonlay for KBox.
Seeing them once after a long time are never enough.
You guys better end up in SP next year okay (((:

Monday.
I had a crazy sake with th girls (LHS,KMX,KQ,VLZZ)
We are more like a photo taking session than eating.
But, I was th one doing th eating. HAHA :D
Had neoprint(so ahlianish) and travel back for
my lesson~~

Tuesday.
Had "Remember me" with doreen vera mingjiao.
Was late and th free cone day @ ben&jerry was Wow,
lazy to Q up and we went for dinner instead.
Went to buy towel with vera cause its cold (I know I know, wth right)
LOL
Seriously, Remember me is quite boring,
I was asleep for a few minutes and I finally know th uses
of popcorn, to keep you munching and awake when
th movie is boring. Only th last scene is th climax. LOL

Today.
I slept @ 4AM after chatting with Boonjun.
Woke up @ 4PM, ate breakfast+lunch+dinner,
slept at 8PM and woke up @ 12 to bathe.
Okay it's 1.13AM now, I'm going back to sleep (hehehehe)

I have practice later (YAY)

Bye!

2010-03-20T01:23:00.004+08:00

Are we feeling th same, or is it me only?

1)Finally I finished my job and say bye to th meatballs and
nagging by nelly. (:
Lishwen and gdine co. came to find us/me,
you know working down there, to have someone you know to
come and talk to you is like finally found water in desert.
Okay, I sound so sick. LOL

2)I regained my freedom :D but I have only one month to enjoy ):

3)I have practice tmr (yay) Doreen you prepare to treat me lunch
cause I wont be late :D

4)Sunday out with prischz (: such a long time never meet up, 2months?

5)charz stef huishi sheridin serena andrea and lots,
where are you guys ): (vanessa excluded, I'm seeing her more than I
see my mom) HAHAHA

Okay
Last.
My korean class left with 3 more classes and I can tell th rest
that I know korean. Actually no! from Beg till now Adv,
other than understanding abit of what shows are talking ,
about and lyrics of songs,
I can barely communicate . So god please lend me a korean friend (:
If not a year of studying will be a waste!

bye! (1.32AM)

2010-03-18T01:55:00.002+08:00

Emergency Call, eh friends where are you?

Today will be my last day @ work.
So no more orders, complains, reporting of sales and to smile
as wide even though you get stingy and nasty cust.
:D

I had Alice in wonderland 3D w doreen&mingjiao on tuesday,
It's nice and we looked retarded with th spects. (((:

I lost my phone tuesday morning and I was crying till my eyes are
popping out 2 hrs ago, until my broz found it under comp desk.
What a day! Wasted my tears.

Anyway :D Wednesday Vanessa came over at late afternoon and
craps and junks started coming out of
her mouth. Hehe (me too lah)
We laughed @ adzdzin,
laughed @ benny,danny,nelly,fanny,mummy,high tea lemontea&roti,
and how to stop yourself from laughing. LOL

okay bye! (2.08AM)

Ps, SNSD's new MV is daebak (: Who is with me to thailand @ May? ):

2010-03-15T15:11:00.002+08:00

"잠시 눈을 감아 널 사랑할까봐
놓아야 될 너의 손을
놓지 못 할까봐
내게로 사랑하는 법을 가르쳐 준 너
어떻게 잊어야 해 지금의 내 모습"
(DBSK-사랑아 울지마 Dont cry my love)

Facebook is boring ~~~~(doreen dont ask me to join twitter again~)
I just realised it's holiday for th secondary students and
that means there will be more people to squeeze with me in th train.
No~~~~
Okay, I cant wait for my job to end this thursday.
Though people say you will miss it, but I dont think so.
Just th travelling cost and of course th cost of th food is enough to turn me off.

Anyway, I went back to school yst for th camp and Dang!
Those juniors are really cute and th party for th sec4&5s are really
touching (: Though we are a quiet CCA but bond we had is stronger
than th others and we are one big family(including sec4'09 comm)

2010-03-14T01:31:00.002+08:00

Hide hide hide.

Went to th concert just now, and it was a total BAM (:
Th concert was great but not my condition of my body.
When SHINee was out, everyone was screaming like hell
and my row was dancing RDD (:
Th guys are defin. cute and much more better in moods (L)
Th day was great with th girls&hengjie and of cause SHINee :D

Anyway, I think I hide alot today.
I think I was scared, afterall, it was a traumatized experience. (:
bye! (1.48AM)

2010-03-11T18:19:00.002+08:00

Best moments of th day.

I had enough of others giving me shit and me tolerating them,
trying to act like I dont have a temper.
Perhaps this sentence will make my day better.(Yes it does!)

bossa747 @ Twitter :
CONFIRMED: Black Soshi Release on 18th March! (thanks soompi)

And perhaps one more, I have a healthy body after th med check up,
Poly is so troublesome, went with xuelin. :D
I grew taller, around 166? LOL oh no, I dont want to grow anymore ):
Mom called (((((((:

Okay, thats three good news :D bye (6.24PM) (((((((:

2010-03-10T01:12:00.003+08:00

Worse day of my life.

Dad nagged @ me for being an idiot in th enrolment stuff
Was so unclear/blur for working
Sales was super low
Missed a few steps of stairs and fell down after work
Had a pig leg along with me now
I still have to go work later on.

To see myself in this situation, I realised I was an idiot and I really need to change to be smarter. LOL

Thanks Vanessa for taking over my job later on and Gdine for covering my thursday's work, gosh, Lishwen too, thanks for concerning and helping me to ask (: I will takecare(L). byebye! (1.17AM)

2010-03-08T01:39:00.005+08:00

I can only shut up.

They might not mean it,
but it shows that even without seriously thinking about it,
they made me feel terrible.
What can I say then?
My life was close to perfect but ever since they said that,
I felt like they describled my life was like a hell as compared to theirs, like a heaven

Cause I wasnt better than them, they said so.

2010-03-03T01:01:00.004+08:00

Shinyi is th wise.

(1.01AM Wednesday)
Have not been updating since forever. Anyway, I have been having fun these dayz. From shopping/gaigai with th girls, work and practices. I became so ssanti during th practices and all th girls just laughed hard.

Yesterday was Serena's birthday
and we(me,vanessa,shinyi,birthday girl)
went for seoul garden then kallang for ice skating
after meeting with sheridin and xiaofen.
Other than I stinks after th BBQ and
serena falling during iceskate, everything was fun :D
We had talks, from work to party out.

Shinyi finally have some wise words!
She talked so much about working life, and boy she became abit more mature!
(thank god! mine and minxian's prayers came true)
I had some grumble with me and I choose not to spill out,
I'll just have to bear with it for awhile and bye bye!
Anyway, I never expect work to be this kind of ass situation,
I just wish to hurry get my job done on 18th th last day,
collect my pay and never go back.

I guess my pillow have to eat up all my grumbles when
I'm going to pour my whinning/shouting/grumbling to it later on.
Its 1.22AM now. Hello bed (:

2010-02-22T00:17:00.002+08:00

"미안해 미안해나
그런줄 모르고
마음이 떠난걸 내가 싫어진걸
정말 모르고 지냈어
어떡해도 뭘해도 마음이 떠났으면"
( Davichi : Sad love song)

Work's stuff is driving me crazy and my last day
will be 15march. Gosh :@

Anyway, yesterday I had a great time @ huishi's house with
th girls and boys. Crazy eating pizza and playing poker :D
Lets meet up soon again (:

I'm having a full packed sche. this week.
Packed with movies,classes,work,shopping and practices (:
Bye, it's 1.01AM nawwn (yawn)

2010-02-17T22:44:00.002+08:00

B.A.C.K (:

Back from M,
days at there are cool but it's a pity that some cousin didnt
return and did not make a trip back to granny's house.
Oh god, here comes my redpacket to get strike half out.
LOL.

M is freaking hot and without cold water,
I think I cant even survive.
Okay, half shift tmr, full shift friday tues and wed.
And I'm gonna quit!
It's a torture to stay there.
Friends, I'm all free after next week!
Please ask me out ): I miz you char stef zah kath sheri KMX Lim NSY~~ ):

2010-02-11T23:43:00.002+08:00

So many things happened past few days.

Working was crazy recently, complains and war.
Manz, I was neutral, I dont want to side anyone
let me work for few weeks and quit peacefully please.
hahahaha Plastic bag war.
okay I ought to be serious (:

LOL

tuesday went shopping with siz, seriously she's crazy.
Price tag is nothing to her, just a paper!
LOL

Yst went to seoul garden,
before that went to trim eyebrow with vaneh,
wah dam pain. LOL
For more infor go to
Haikel's blog, i lazy blog.
I had a fun and crazy with them! (:

Going back to M tmr afternoon,
after going back ww to find friends. Mygod,
I still have lots of video haven download.
okay bye!